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TiredSo tired. Tired of viewing life through a nihilistic kaleidoscope, desensitized to emotion, feelings, actions, words. When will people say what they really mean? When will people act upon their real emotion? When will the walls comes CR Umb ling into salts of the earth? The choices we make will always affect our futures. My future is what I make it. No one can choose for me what I can choose for myself. Why it that I stand alone?; isolated &nbsTired
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Out of LovePushed towards the Son, And I the moon. Seperate worlds for serperate souls. Language bursting from our eyes, Silence dripping from our mouths. Dawn's rays are foreign to me now. Warmth draped over me in a blanket of stars. The love that bloomed throughout each passing day, is wilted without warning. Can these moments continue pass us by in broken light? Or instead, allow day to fade to night, And regain the true treasures of time.Out of Love
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I Have Not FeltA happy day, TOSSED out of many. i AM but a prayer. My questions answered by Him. A love that goes on bleeding. A hurt that seems unwronged. JuMpInG to conclusions, A war that can't be one. Hollow life that drips with vibrance, No one truly hears my silence. Sleepless nights of neverending, Days left lifeless. One LONG sweet coma. Dreaming of what i'm missing. Missing what I dream no more. Hold my time for ransom, And watch me die away s l o w.I Have Not Felt
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Just BeThere’s nothing worse than being DISCARDED. That’s why I’m leaving…so that I can DISCARD those who have already DISCARDED me. I jump through hoops trying to INCLUDE those you do not…will not INCLUDE me. By myself I sit among my BELONGings and yet I do not BELONG. I LOVE with an intensity that cannot be nourished…for I am not LOVEd. How am I ever to LEARN my LESSON, if the only LESSON to be LEARNed kills me with a TWISTING knife. How am I ever to wake UP in HAPPINESS, when the only thing I FALL asleep to is DISAPPOINTMENT. I FOLLOW a dream that cannot exist, andJust Be
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days neverending
nites left pretending
can i leave the world behind
at nite so easy to find
i live in peace of mind
escape the daily grind
no longer trying to live
not expected to give & give
give me something more
something to hold onto
give me something better
something i will want to
the days are harsh and angry
the people turn from dark to gray
the nites are filled with fantasy
where i've set my role to play
its just another day baby girl
just another harsh reality
no one can convince you otherwise
but its here that you must stay
the world is shit we know it
its just a matter of how we look
because you can be on the bottom
or you live and know you took
you're stronger than this world
and i can see it in your eyes
you have a longing to move on somewhere
and run away from all the lies
don't give up keep fighting
there's so much more that you'll go through
but the thing is you'll be stronger
because of all this shit you knew
when its darkest, close your eyes and wish
long for the nite when you can just be
because all of us hate this world we live in
just try it from my perspective and you'll see
i promise you the sunshine
it always comes after the darkest rain
but it isn't always easy
and we're all faced with so much pain
hold onto me, and take my hand
the world, this pile of shit
we can all together take a stand
because we have what only few do
words that cut just like a knife
words that will live on forever
beyond what you and i call life
so just look for the sunshine
i promise you a better day
and someday soon you'll see it
the world won't just be grey
pick up the pen and write it
be stronger than the pull
and know a better day lies ahead tomorrow
a day that might make you laugh at all the bull
i hope for you a rainbow
and a ray of light upon your face
because sunshine is all around you
even if you can't feel the light beams trace
i'm not trying to convince you otherwise
but pain is my middle name
i just know that without it
i'd still be living in such shame
since i am the keeper of the sunshine
i give to you more rays than you can take
and ask you to try again tomorrow
and promise today, your heart won't break.
**i got a little out of control writing there...so i am going to steal this off your comments & add it as a deviation, but it will be for you
hope your day is better girl.
marti
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hope you are having a good week...I love you!!!
Marissa
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